CONTINGENT UPON FAILURE
i believe
in anomoly.
community
for the empty.
a roll
of
the dice.
could be the night.
could be tonight.
standing in
the center of downtown,
she wears a frown and
no evening gown.
a toss
of
the coin.
could be the night.
could be tonight
wither fast
hidden shadow.
a life unknown
drags me below.
a spin
of
the wheel.
could be the night.
could be tonight.
a roll
of
the dice.
could be
the night.
ARTHUR DIGBY SELLERS
we swell and fall and drop so far,
attached at the tongue of one forked cycle.
the traitor looks on in disbelief
at attempts to establish rapport.
unsuccessful facilitation
that dominates our conversation.
but it takes my time, it takes many times
and in my mind, and the mind of the somber
and it really makes me wonder
about the rock your hiding under.
if you stare at something long enough,
you can make everyone around you turn their heads too
to see what you're believing
to trick the non-believers
and create uncontrollable notions of
things that don't exist.
things i manifest.
and i try hard
to generate
this forced interest
and a cherishable moment.
how appropriately refreshing.
continuous witness to the me too syndrome.
i've gone malevolent on insinuations.
i became an incredulous deceiver
but it takes my time, it takes many times
and in my mind, and the mind of the somber
and it really makes me wonder
about the rock your hiding under.
if you stare at something long enough,
you can make everyone around you turn their heads too
to see what you're believing
to trick the non-believers
and create uncontrollable notions of
things that don't exist.
things i manifest.
look with your hands,
not with your eyes.
this forced interest.
that solemn reach.
just to retrieve
epiphany.
ROOT AND STEM
only a fledgling follows it's mother.
growing up feels the same.
roots can wrap around and choke.
smothering from where it's born.
strangle out the open hole.
spin around and kill them both.
like an addicted father, digress and beg for more.
growing up. tortured coming, tortured going.
cut the ties that bind.
cut away the stem.
stab until it's gone.
lacerate.
THE UNSUSPECTING GLASS MAN
i'm not your lover.
it hurts to discover
you and your other
naked on the floor.
crawling around, around inside of you.
everything we do is insignificant.
lay you down in crimson and in stone.
covering guilt with open sores.
temptress washed up on the shore.
SUFFERING THE WHITE HAND
wake up the day and feel on the ground of
teeth from the fire lily.
this antequated;
quintessential.
observe the mercy killing.
choking the student,
chewing my tongue and
become the perfect killer.
conviction lost so
you'll read about it
in the paper tomorrow.
unclear solutions
unrecognized.
the double meaning
lost inbetween.
where is my guarantee
that you'll be with me
in my arms tomorrow?
i'm not the bloodroot,
you're not an anvil
in the criminal mind.
this operation
drives substitution
breaking achilles heel.
one day you'll learn that
you can't change the
things you hate the most.
unclear solutions
unrecognized.
the double meaning
lost inbetween.
THE PLANTATION
i can tell you're angry
but thats just no excuse
and that won't stop the hand
that has to teach again.
stop your violent eyes
because no one can hear
and i don't want to shout
so shut your mouth dear.
i didnt mean to hit you
but you didn't learn before
and you hurt the ones you love
and the others even more.
the elements can be so cruel.
the embrace was delivered late.
thieves will fall into the sun
when you're content with nervousness.
waiting for an epiphany
and pushing the extra mile.
hide your teeth from your smile.
you hurt the ones you love
and the others even more.
THE MANY FACES OF ARIEL
enter sara stage right,
tattered shirt and a black eye.
threads are falling from her thighs
and 2 of her strings aren't mine.
in comes harry, in a hurry.
the wolf dressed in man's skin.
this cotillion's so romantic.
throw yourself into the sea.
the shadow of the burning man is
screaming out in agony.
stepping from the foreground lights
away from arson's irony.
the king's retired and left his suitor.
a shark that doesn't seem to sleep.
i'm a leech and a disease.
we behave so lovelessly.
ENSEMBLE
my heart breaks out in nervous sweats.
i'm coming home.
THE ATRIUM
tread softly my battered child.
i'll be home tomorrow.
keep the bedroom light on for my eyes.
penciled cursive lines lead back to you.
THE SECOND TO LAST TIME
i survived all you wanted.
i provide early sunsets.
until you try, until you come give away.
wheels of time roll away.
softened sky rolling skyline.
cautioned eyes captured lost time.
until you try, until you can get away.
patience tried, not today.
waiting for the day to come down.
waiting for the night to wake up.
gazing out keeps me falling back on you. |